Sorry I have not updated.... But bad news

Jack and I have been fighting for a few days straight. We have tried to work out or problems but every time one of us says something to another we just get upset. So we are taking a week break, which just started today. SUPER HARD ALREADY. My phone has not been going off with texts yet and it is hard. I want to tell someone something, anything. But I can't think of anyone to text.

The love of my life is unavailable to me because of our stupid choice. Oh well maybe this will be good for us??? I hope. Maybe it will bring us closer together in the long run.

My parents want him to "be a man" or to "come up to my level" instead of my dropping to his. I hope he can, I think our relationship will be smoother if we were equal, without me putting up the most.

I know now I sound selfish, but it is still true. I have sent him a beautiful love letter, and everything. But he keeps promising me stuff but it never happens.

Sorry I have not updated....

Nothing really to important has been going on. One of my room mates Kellie (I got along best with her) has a boyfriend now and is ALWAYS gone. She even ditched Molly (another room mate I get along with) and me on our shopping trip she planed.

Other than that nothing. I saw dead people in my anatomy lab. It was amazing. Then I saw the dead guys finger nails and I got grossed out. Yeah I know it was stupid but when you don't think of them as really humans to see REAL finger nails freaks you out a bit. We keep their heads covered for respect and also for the light hearted.

It is getting colder here in Rexburg. There are calling for snow soon. Not looking forward to the snow.

One of our heaters in the apartment doesn't work. Kellie was super sad. Kellie is this small little nothing of a person. So you can see why she was sad, she gets cold easy.

Well that is about it. I will try to get better at posting stuff.

The Week all wrapped up in one post!

Friday went to FHE bros house until curfew, so 1 am. Got up Saturday at 5 to go to Yellowstone!!!!! Yellowstone was amazing!!! Really I couldn't believe how amazing it really was. One of my room mates went just before coming to college so was being kinda a pain about how boring it was. But really it was soooo cool! And after a 3 mile hike to a water fall we were all already to go to sleep. Got home around 8, ate food, and went back to FHE bros house, FYI Jordan was the one who took Molly, Kellie and me to Yellowstone (he is a FHE bro of ours)

I left early cause I was falling asleep. Molly and Kellie didn't come home until 12. Yeah long weekend. But it was a blast!

My room mate is driving me crazy

My room room mate is going to make me mad. I would just like some a lone time. Just some... Is that to much to ask. I like just sitting in the dark and thinking. But noooo, my room mate throws a fight that I dare sit in the dark and that she wants to take yet another nap so I have to leave.....

She is in the bedroom ALL the time. I don't get to just be alone at all really. She thinks she runs the show. She doesn't do her dishes, she doesn't like our music, she hate all our movies, she uses every ones stuff without asking, she doesn't like being with us but then acts like we are horrible people for not inviting her to things, she is always reading my texts or facebook things over my shoulder. I am tired of it. And I think if I don't do something soon I will scream!!!!!

The only problem with confronting her is she wont listen. AND she is the only real problem here in the apartment. Every one else gets alone, respects personal space, etc. She just doesn't get it. It is worse then living back home with my sisters.

Yup sorry just needed to vent and get that out of my system.

What a friday!

Had one class today! Oh it was fun learned about bones!

Went shopping with the room mates in Idaho Falls. It was a blast! Ate at  panda express for the first time, its ok. We got my room mate, Kellie, some Mt. Dew. lol oh it is great when she drinks that stuff! We have a fun-o-time.

Went to a black light dance for a bit after shopping. It was pretty fun! Whitney, one of my other room mates, is crazy, but a lot of fun! She was owning the dance floor and making me laugh super hard.

All in all it was a good night!

And good morning!

NO CLASSES TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

Can you tell that I am happy about not having classes tomorrow! It is amazing!

Learned about hair and nails today in class! It was coolish! Other then that just hung out at home.

I have no idea of a title.

Today it is COLD! I got up early to go to poetry class. It was weird, didn't like the poet.

Other then that great day! Did good on my lab today! YEAH!

Now just sitting here doing nothing! Got to love it. Did some indexing it was great!