Sorry I have not updated.... But bad news

Jack and I have been fighting for a few days straight. We have tried to work out or problems but every time one of us says something to another we just get upset. So we are taking a week break, which just started today. SUPER HARD ALREADY. My phone has not been going off with texts yet and it is hard. I want to tell someone something, anything. But I can't think of anyone to text.

The love of my life is unavailable to me because of our stupid choice. Oh well maybe this will be good for us??? I hope. Maybe it will bring us closer together in the long run.

My parents want him to "be a man" or to "come up to my level" instead of my dropping to his. I hope he can, I think our relationship will be smoother if we were equal, without me putting up the most.

I know now I sound selfish, but it is still true. I have sent him a beautiful love letter, and everything. But he keeps promising me stuff but it never happens.

Sorry I have not updated....

Nothing really to important has been going on. One of my room mates Kellie (I got along best with her) has a boyfriend now and is ALWAYS gone. She even ditched Molly (another room mate I get along with) and me on our shopping trip she planed.

Other than that nothing. I saw dead people in my anatomy lab. It was amazing. Then I saw the dead guys finger nails and I got grossed out. Yeah I know it was stupid but when you don't think of them as really humans to see REAL finger nails freaks you out a bit. We keep their heads covered for respect and also for the light hearted.

It is getting colder here in Rexburg. There are calling for snow soon. Not looking forward to the snow.

One of our heaters in the apartment doesn't work. Kellie was super sad. Kellie is this small little nothing of a person. So you can see why she was sad, she gets cold easy.

Well that is about it. I will try to get better at posting stuff.