Jack and I have been fighting for a few days straight. We have tried to work out or problems but every time one of us says something to another we just get upset. So we are taking a week break, which just started today. SUPER HARD ALREADY. My phone has not been going off with texts yet and it is hard. I want to tell someone something, anything. But I can't think of anyone to text.
The love of my life is unavailable to me because of our stupid choice. Oh well maybe this will be good for us??? I hope. Maybe it will bring us closer together in the long run.
My parents want him to "be a man" or to "come up to my level" instead of my dropping to his. I hope he can, I think our relationship will be smoother if we were equal, without me putting up the most.
I know now I sound selfish, but it is still true. I have sent him a beautiful love letter, and everything. But he keeps promising me stuff but it never happens.
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